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Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation
Big_Bad says Talk to me, Love. Sexy_Lexy says spike? Big_Bad says The very same. Sexy_Lexy says wondered what the hell that was popping up and making noises at me Sexy_Lexy says what am i supposed to do with this? Big_Bad says Exactly what you are doing. Sexy_Lexy says ok Sexy_Lexy says ok. getting the hang. crap choice of name, you couldn’t have let me pick my own? Sexy_Lexy says ya know i can hear you smirking from here Big_Bad says What name would you have chosen? Sexy_Lexy says spike’s bitch? Big_Bad says You fill my heart with joy. Sexy_Lexy says this is strange. why bother with this when we have phones? Big_Bad says Bat Ears can’t listen to us this way. Sexy_Lexy says you’re not on his computer, are you? there won’t be a record of this? Big_Bad says Don’t worry, this is mine. Bought myself another laptop. Didn’t think it was fair to nick that one away from you when I wrecked the desktop. Sexy_Lexy says it’s sinking in. getting to talk to you. hey spike, love you, miss you Big_Bad says You too. Don’t get maudlin. Sexy_Lexy says loving you and missing you isn’t maudlin, it’s genuine homespun longing. i long for you. that sound squishy yet non-misery enough? Big_Bad says Longing. Good choice. Sexy_Lexy says i can’t physically stop the slush from emerging. it just erupts from me like i have no choice. romance isn’t dead it’s just buried under several tons of concentrated sap Sexy_Lexy says tell me you love me Big_Bad says I love you. Constantly. Passionately. Entirely. Sexy_Lexy says ok. change the subject Big_Bad says What’s been happening there? Sexy_Lexy says the usual. wild orgies. animal sacrifices. naked frolicking under the full moon Big_Bad says Same old same old. Sexy_Lexy says pretty much Sexy_Lexy says the house is coming on ok. new carpet in the bedroom – i went for a dark red/terracotta color. spill all the blood you like on that, won’t show Sexy_Lexy says pat drew up some designs for the living room, changed the windows. the new ones are in – 3 big panes divided by 2 skinnier strips in etched glass in place of each plate, and it’s all set in walnut Sexy_Lexy says we narrowed the stretch of wall dividing the two windows so now the wall is almost entirely glass. not explaining this very well, i know. anyhow, used our own people and it only took a couple days to finish Sexy_Lexy says looks great and we didn’t have to dismantle the conservatory to get the glass in Sexy_Lexy says i know you’re feeling guilty. don’t Big_Bad says I ruined your home. Sexy_Lexy says no, you were instrumental in the refurb of OUR home Big_Bad says What else won’t I recognize? Sexy_Lexy says been a busy week. i’ve been rebuilding the kitchen, making all the units myself. maple. it looks really cool Big_Bad says You’re very talented. Sexy_Lexy says unusual to hear that when your dick isn’t in my mouth Sexy_Lexy says i would never have rebuilt the kitchen if this hadn’t happened and i’m really enjoying it, so thanks Big_Bad says If you’re not taking the piss you’re too good to be true. Sexy_Lexy says it’s kept me busy, let me use skills i don’t want to lose, made me feel i’m doing something for us. don’t look for reasons to feel bad, not on my account Sexy_Lexy says the folks have been here a couple of nights, picnicking around the workbench, and it’s been good. i’m ok, spike - missing you like crazy but not falling apart with it Big_Bad says I’m relieved to hear it. Sexy_Lexy says i’m ok Big_Bad says Beth phoned to find out if I was all right. And Rafe. Sexy_Lexy says that’s nice Big_Bad says I thought so. They left messages, I didn’t talk to them. I haven’t been ready. I’m amazed they don’t all hate me. Or haven’t you told them about the way I’ve been treating you? Sexy_Lexy says they know we have problems. that’s enough. they’re very sympathetic but not pushy. plus it’s none of their business Big_Bad says I got your messages. Did you think I was ignoring you? Sexy_Lexy says no. i knew you’d talk to me eventually, i just didn’t expect it to be like this. again, this is strange. impersonal. i want to hear your voice Big_Bad says Soon. Sexy_Lexy says the plants Sexy_Lexy says just remembered. thanks for the plants, you didn’t have to do that Big_Bad says I did. Sexy_Lexy says i love them. you pick them yourself or just throw money at a flower shop? Big_Bad says I chose them. Sexy_Lexy says the palm is going to recover. moira’s palm Big_Bad says I feel bad about that. About a bloody plant. Obviously not so evil any more. Sexy_Lexy says you feeling bad isn’t about the plant, we both know that. and we’ll get the evil back one day. you just need to join me for the orgies, sacrifices and naked frolicking Big_Bad says Like the idea of naked frolicking. Sexy_Lexy says like the idea of naked anything with you Big_Bad says Want that. Sexy_Lexy says need you here for practical reasons not just the wild sex. the vamps are getting restless. brad’s bringing more friends now Sexy_Lexy says it’s ridiculous. i’m being stalked by vampires who are worse at it than you Big_Bad says ? Sexy_Lexy says there’s the fan club, and now there are a freaky few who want to take on a master. death wish club as i like to think of them Big_Bad says Keep away from them. Sexy_Lexy says you don’t have to tell me that Big_Bad says And don’t get close enough for them to tell. Sexy_Lexy says tell what? Sexy_Lexy says spike?
Big_Bad says That you haven’t been claimed. Don’t let them scent you. Big_Bad says I know you think that Bradley is stupid and harmless but there’s no such thing as a harmless vampire. Sexy_Lexy says i know Big_Bad says He wants what you have and needs you out of the way. Sexy_Lexy says that is so going to happen. you and brad would make a wonderful couple. for the two seconds before you felt the need to rip his heart out Sexy_Lexy says damn sure you wouldn’t be sending him roses Sexy_Lexy says thank you for the roses Big_Bad says Be careful. Sexy_Lexy says being careful. they can’t get past the gate anyhow. you get willow to put a ward on this place? Big_Bad says Something like that. Sexy_Lexy says i guessed you’d asked her to. house and grounds? Big_Bad says The whole place. Sexy_Lexy says neat Big_Bad says Keep protection in the car. Sexy_Lexy says gee, dad, thanks for that. you’d recommend? ribbed, fruit-flavor, glow in the dark??? Big_Bad says Seriously. Sexy_Lexy says seriously. being good. got a stake in the car and i’ll talk to max about other stuff Big_Bad says Willow . Sexy_Lexy says she’d worry. don’t want her to worry Big_Bad says You’re right. Ask Max. Remember that Bradley is dangerous. Sexy_Lexy says not that i’m changing the subject or anything that unsubtle but i’ve been thinking about you for hours and i must smell like the best fuck you ever had. bet that’s how i taste, too. like sex, pure sex Sexy_Lexy says OO=======@ <-- ready and willing Big_Bad says The best fuck I ever had? There’s a thought. Sexy_Lexy says almost scared to ask but…? Big_Bad says ????? Big_Bad says Distracted now. You going to make it worth the struggle with the buttons? Sexy_Lexy says the best fuck Big_Bad says Don’t make me laugh. Big_Bad says You, Xander. The best of everything is with you. You know that. Sexy_Lexy says i knew you’d say that Sexy_Lexy says and i wish i wasn’t joking Sexy_Lexy says i want to be the best for you. i never want you to need anyone else
Sexy_Lexy says still there? Big_Bad says Thinking. Regretting. Sexy_Lexy says not me? Big_Bad says Not you. LOVE YOU. Big_Bad says What I did to you. How I treated you. Sexy_Lexy says it doesn’t matter Big_Bad says It matters. Peace of mind. Big_Bad says Mine. Sexy_Lexy says we keep expecting too much. you were never normal before you were nuts Big_Bad says True. Sexy_Lexy says you sick of me saying it’ll take time? Big_Bad says Yes. Big_Bad says Almost as sick as I am of the time it’s taking. Big_Bad says Have you been able to forgive me? Sexy_Lexy says everything. anything Big_Bad says It’s more than I deserve. Sexy_Lexy says no. william was right. he said what you deserved was understanding. i want to be a good enough person to give you that Big_Bad says You’re too good. I abuse that and I’m sorry. Sexy_Lexy says less of the sorry already. that word is fucking over your reputation so no more Big_Bad says SORRYSORRYSORRY. Sexy_Lexy says dork Sexy_Lexy says how are you feeling right now? Big_Bad says Right now?
Sexy_Lexy says spike? Big_Bad says Lonely. Sad. Cold. Sexy_Lexy says fuck Big_Bad says Yes, and horny. Thinking of you and horny. Sexy_Lexy says wish i was there. no, wish you were here Big_Bad says I miss you. I always miss you. Big_Bad says I’ve been
Sexy_Lexy says you’ve been? Big_Bad says I’m trying to think of a better way to say it than insane but I think insane it is. Sexy_Lexy says can you talk about it? what happened to set off the insanity? Big_Bad says No. Not yet. Sexy_Lexy says but you’re saner now? you seem good Big_Bad says I doubt I’ll ever be entirely sane again. But I’ll do everything I can to protect you. Sexy_Lexy says do you simply prefer to be there? Big_Bad says Is that some kind of joke? Sexy_Lexy says whenever you’re there and i speak to you, you seem to be in a better mood Big_Bad says I only come here because I have to, not because I want to. Big_Bad says And if I seem to be in a better mood it’s because I’m talking to you at that moment, or thinking about coming home to you. When it’s just me and Angel I’m worse here than I ever am with you. Sexy_Lexy says will you appreciate me more after being there? Big_Bad says I always appreciate you. Sexy_Lexy says you say that but i know i’ve been pissing you off big time Big_Bad says It’s not you. Sexy_Lexy says it feels like me. Big_Bad says Okay, it is you. Some of it. But not in the way you think.
Sexy_Lexy says then you have to stay away Sexy_Lexy says can’t believe i said that, pretend i didn’t Big_Bad says It’s not anything you’re doing wrong. Sexy_Lexy says ? Big_Bad says I want you. Sexy_Lexy says you have me Big_Bad says I want to be good enough for you, I want to be worthy. I’m not. I can’t have you. Sexy_Lexy says this is shit, spike. you’re good enough and you’re worthy Big_Bad says You’re special, you’re pure, you’re perfect. Big_Bad says I want you and I can’t have you. Big_Bad says I can’t fuck you, claim you Sexy_Lexy says you will one day Big_Bad says I don’t know that. Sexy_Lexy says i do. it’s getting closer all the time Big_Bad says I want to believe you. Sexy_Lexy says but you’re scared. you think i don’t know that? Big_Bad says Help me. Sexy_Lexy says if you’ll let me Big_Bad says I DON’T DESERVE YOU. Sexy_Lexy says don’t get mad Big_Bad says Sad. Not mad, sad. Sexy_Lexy says i hate this. i hold you when you’re sad, i make you feel better. i want you here. i love you, i need you, i love you so goddamn fucking much Big_Bad says I want to be there.
Sexy_Lexy says so Sexy_Lexy says that mean you’re really coming home? and not to say goodbye? Big_Bad says I can’t stay away from you. Sexy_Lexy says you did Big_Bad says Never again, not if I can help it. This is one old dog who can learn new tricks. Sexy_Lexy says shit Big_Bad says ? Sexy_Lexy says tricks. you. tricks. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck Big_Bad says That’s a big fuck. Sexy_Lexy says and that’s what i want. i need you, spike, i want the taste of you, i want you here in my hands and humoring me or else tied to the bed until i suck you dry. then the big fuck, the big BIG fuck Sexy_Lexy says you know the one Sexy_Lexy says vampire as pretzel Sexy_Lexy says human as industrial strength jack-hammer Big_Bad says Wait
Seconds later the phone rang and Xander picked it up. “Now, what were you saying?” Spike asked immediately. Xander laughed. “Let me guess. You need a free hand.” “Got it in one.” “What about Bat Ears?” “He can have this wank for free.” “I’m glad I don’t have to write this down because I can’t spell the word for how I feel about that.” “Bloody buttons…” Spike muttered under his breath. “All you have to say is ‘bloody buttons’ and I’m hard enough to cut glass.” “Bloody buttons, bloody buttons, bloody buttons. How was it for you?” “Love your voice. You joke but I think you could make me come just by talking to me.” “That’s better.” “It is?” “Oh, yeah. I’m on the bed now, getting comfy.” “How comfy? Comfy as in…” “Stark bollock naked comfy, that’s the one, love.” “Fuck.” “I can hear clicking. What are you looking for?” “Finding. Kilt. You fucking my mouth. Jag. You jerking off. And…you, plain old stark bollock naked. Hard. Incredible. I look at you and my mouth actually starts to water.” “Yeah?” “I love that. Hearing you smile. I can see you in my mind, and I want you smiling. If I could keep you smiling I’d be a happy man.” “How are you going to do that then?” “I’m going to… You already touching yourself?” “Yeah. Mind’s stuck on you in the kilt.” “What do you prefer, Spike? Blowjob or a fuck?” “Umm…” Xander grinned at the waver in Spike’s voice. “You won’t settle for both?” “Uh-uh.” “If I was with you now… Be a fuck, have to be a fuck. You in me.” “How about you in me?” “You know I can’t.” “We’re on the phone, that’s pretty safe sex. You can have this – have me - however you want.”
There was a low groan of Xander’s name and that was definitely the cue for some rapid unfastening of clothes. Seconds later Xander had his hand wrapped around his erect cock and his mind was playing a familiar fantasy. “Shall I tell you how it’ll be? Spike?” “Tell me, love.” “Okay… I’m at work, it’s late. No-one else left in the Partnership offices. I’m sitting at my desk and the door opens. Look up from my work and it’s you. You already have that expression on your face, the one that tells me we’re going to fuck each other senseless. This feels different though, something’s different. You’re different.” “You want me different?” Spike asked, suddenly insecure. “This is you, totally you,” Xander assured. “The difference is that you’re whole, capable of anything.” “Anything?” “Anything. You walk – no, stalk - towards me, and you let the coat fall from your body.” “Stalking you?” the smile was back, Xander could hear. “Yeah. This time I’m prey.” “Xander…” “You’re not gonna hurt me. Just listen, listen and go with it. Feel good.” Xander paused, listened to the vampire’s shallow breaths, turned on by the fact that Spike was turned on. “Office, you, stalking, coat hits the floor,” Xander reprised. “I stand up as you come closer, and I see you look me up and down and there’s satisfaction on your face that you can get me hard just by being there. You begin feeling yourself through your jeans, making it plain you’re hard for me too. I want to touch you and I come around the desk to you, and I reach for you but you stop me, catch my hands and put them down by my sides and that’s torture, not being able to touch you. You undo my tie, very slowly, very properly, lay it aside. But you take my shirt and rip it open in one fast movement. And I’m gasping at that, didn’t expect that. Like I don’t expect you to be so gentle again as you touch me, fingertips running over my chest…” “Doing that? Touching yourself like that? Now?” “Wait.” Xander put down the phone and pulled off his shirt, took the opportunity to push his jeans a little further down. He picked up the phone again and ran a hand over his bare chest. “Touching myself like that. Wish my hand was cold so it felt like you.” “Wish my hand was actually on you. Or my mouth. Or my entire body.” “Office, you, stalking, coat, shirt, touch…” “Oh, God, just fuck me.” “Uh-uh-uh.” “You don’t know how close I am,” Spike panted. “Just hearing you, thinking about you…” “It’s that damn kilt.” Spike groaned and Xander laughed. “Hey, maybe I wore it to the office that day. Shirt gone, that’s about all I’m wearing, nothing underneath.” That wiped the laughter out and Xander swallowed audibly, caught up in the scenario as his imagination ran riot. “Yeah,” he continued breathily, “just the kilt. My dick’s hard and pushing out the material.” “Have to touch you.” “Do that.” Hands wrapped around cocks unknowingly stroked in perfect synchronisation. “Through the material until it’s getting damp…” “Want me that much.” “Want you, Spike. That much and more. You pull the kilt open and…” “I want to feel your cock, how hard it is, squeeze it and it’s rock.” Now Xander groaned as he felt and squeezed. “Rock.” “Love your prick. I ever mention that?” Xander heard the smile again and reciprocated. “Kinda.” “More.” “’Kay. You’re touching, and I have to now, and I’m at that damn button fly, and somehow I find a new strength because I yank and those buttons take off all over the room, leaving you exposed…” “Like that word.” “… exposed to me, and I push your jeans down and I want you to let go of my dick so I can get on my knees but…” “I want to keep touching you. Touching you, Xan.” “I can feel.” “Fucking hell, so close.” “With your free hand you clear the desk…” “The desk, yeah.” “…throwing everything to the floor so there’s room for you to push me on there, on my back, legs wide…” “Exposed.” “…for you. And you’re still holding my dick in one hand and with the other you’re opening me up. Must’ve been expecting you because I’m all slicked up and ready to go. Actually… Been slicking myself up every day in the hope that you’d do this. Been ready for days, weeks, slicked and waiting for your cock.” “Xander…” “I’m hot around your fingers, think how hot I’ll be around your cock.” “Xan…” “Tight virgin ass you always wanted, ready for you. Fuck me, sweetheart.” “No, I…” “Can. I feel you now, baby, pressing at me, and I’m opening up for you. Sweet burn, that’s what you call it, yeah? Want you so much and I’m telling you how much I love you as you push your cock into me, ‘cause this is love, Spike, love like you’ve never known.” Subdued whine from Spike and Xander was holding himself back now as he gasped the words. “Inside me, Spike. So hot and tight on your cock and the feeling of being full of you is amazing and I’m ready to come and I’m willing you to shoot inside me so I’m claimed and yours. Want to see your face when you come and claim me. Oh, yeah, fuck me. That beautiful cock of yours, in and out of me, sliding in and out of me, pushing deep. Make it deep. Come deep. Fuck me. Hard now, fuck me hard… Oh, God, you’re making me come. I have no choice, you’re making me come and I was trying to wait for you. Spike, please, Spike, need to… And, fuck, too soon, I wanted you to bite me…” Spike’s strangled cry of release was all Xander was waiting for, and he frantically pumped himself, arching out of his seat as he emptied his balls into the air, over himself, the desk, and later he’d be pondering the best way to remove semen from a laptop’s keyboard.
“Ohhhh…fuck.” “Yeah. That.” “Love you, Xander.” “Yeah. That too.” “Oh… Fuck.” … Sexy_Lexy says we have to stop meeting like this. my boyfriend will get suspicious Big_Bad says What’s he like? Sexy_Lexy says fabulous. best looking guy i’ve ever seen in my life, great personality to go with it. mass murderer unfortunately but hey, we all have our quirks. at least he never leaves toast crumbs in the bed. hell of a charmer. and sex. he’s sex. absolute sex Big_Bad says Do you love him? Sexy_Lexy says more than life Big_Bad says Then why are you fucking around with me? Sexy_Lexy says what can i say? Sexy_Lexy says i like to live dangerously Sexy_Lexy says you smiled. i felt you smile Big_Bad says Live dangerously. Big_Bad says Xander. Big_Bad says Love. Sexy_Lexy says ok. got one for you Sexy_Lexy says are we sitting comfortably? buttons undone? hand poised? Big_Bad says All that. Sexy_Lexy says i’m in a bar, and i’m sitting in a booth, dark and quiet, out of the way. i look over when i hear the door open and this gorgeous guy walks in. hair bleached white, blue eyes, and you have to see these perfect features to believe them. tight, slim, very sexy body under a leather duster. he doesn’t see me to start with cos, like i said, the booth’s dark. and remote – remote will matter later Sexy_Lexy says so i get the chance to stare and i’m horny, fast, because he has an attitude that reminds me of mine: he’s looking for a fuck. finally he peers into the booth and our eyes meet and i’m already hard. he gives this self-satisfied smile. he’s looking for a fuck, and we both know he just found one
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